Friday, November 27, 2009

erm firstly...selamat hari raya aidiladha kepada sume umat islam...hu semuge pengorbanan anda akan dilimpahi rahmatNya....amin...

huishh...setelah penat menjawab paper exam yang lepas..wargghhh keje yg dtunggu2 telah pun dpt..nii ngah cuti 3hari...hahha..menjadi babysitter...walopon penat...p sronok lerr....trial to becoming seorang ibu kut...huh...huh xcukup tdorr seyhh....mule2 tangan2 sume sengal2....aduii p da seminggu suda ok...besshh....!!seyess beshh!!try la..kikiki

erm...smalam wat pandan layer cake...wow festt time..p alhamdulillah..sume cakap sedap...bangga la jugak jadi anak mak..made by my own hand taw...huhu....wat sorang2...nobody help me....huhu..sebb sume ade keje lain...p mang ak jek yg wat pon tiap2 raye...huhuhuhu.....

ape ag ek nak nuliss nie..aduii jp g finale cter NUR KASIH..touchingnyerr ending die...ak da tawu da endingnyer..hhaha p nak gak tgukk..sengal sara tuh..padan muke kne marahhh!!huuuu...so nantikan la kejap je lagi...

okeii la...continue laterr....muahh...

p/s: selamat hari raye wak..ermm..

Friday, November 20, 2009

my love('',)



Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the guys I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best

Thursday, November 19, 2009

miss him so much....

Missing you,
The way you look me in the eyes
The way you laugh, talk, smile
When I'm with you my heart pounds fast
When we're apart my heart rips in two
All my life I never thought I'd feel this way
laying on my bed, all alone in the dark, crying
missing you...
I hug my pillow believing that its you
I know there is other people in the world
But i don't want them i want you and only you
One tear strolls down my cheek then another then another
I won't stop this till you're right here by my side
missing your smile, missing the things you do
I sit on my bed
Missing you...
I need you! I want you! and I'll feel this way until i have you!
You wipe away my tears
You frighten away my fears
My life is incomplete without you
My heart is apart till i have you
I pray, I wish, and dream till the day I'll be with you until then I'll be here
Missing you...

Monday, November 16, 2009

Friday, November 13, 2009

miss my kg!!


urghh...ble nk balik nie...'fyp' xciap2 ag nie..aduyaii...can't wait for happy moment to meet my mum, my sis, my bro, my sis in law, friends n RAIYAN...erm...beshnyerr nk tguk die...windu snagt....nk play2 ngn die...aduhh xley tahan....huhu

raiyan reefqal..my nephew yg sgt cute!!like his mak su..wahahh...born on 25 Oct 2009...hasil perkahwinan my brother n her truly lover..rosnani rosdi...tahniah korang...happy gler mase dpt tawu da branak...but final ni la mgaco jek org nk tguk bby larr...ahahah..mms jek yg my sis antor...aduhh tembam nyer pipi die..gewamm nk cubitt!!hahha huhu...

cuti sem kali nie...sume based on baby born...mne xnyer..slain my nephew..si chepai..kawan ak pon selamat lahirkan baby girl -nur amiena filza- ni mesti terpengaroh ngan cter NUR KASIH...aduiii dapat spasang la anak2 buah ak..da besho t nk kenen kan la korang..hihihii....

ape nk bg pezent ek..aduii dala dwet ciput sedutt...raiyan da belikan sepasng sarong tgn n kaki zirafah pnye model..hahha...baby filza xtawu lagi..sampai kampong collect dwet a...ngn kengkawan yg lain..hiihhi..bg beshoo punyer adiah.....

hurm..dlm kotak pemikiran ak...huks...mesti seseorg yg tgah tunggu....aduii pe lagi alsan ek nk bg...zai..zai..napela ko posting kat kluang..haduii....xkn nk tpu memanjang...ishh xbek plak..nk bgtau xsampai at..xbgtau hati sendiri yg sakit...uishh....its too complicated!!

....xsabarnyerr nk balik...!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

pasti ada hikmahnya.....


kadang2 Allah sengaja turunkan hujan yang lebat..kita menangis mencari di
mana hilangnya matahari..tapi selepas hujan yang lebat itu, Allah anugerahkan kita dengan pelangi yang lebih indah....

hurrm..dis story start tyme ak baik ngn die...walopon da putus..kami TETAP baik...beshh sgt..kami jadi kawan...mase baik...sume indah..gayot slame 1jam time tepon...cter pasal ibu....pasal ecad...im so happy for hearing ur story....

INIAZUR...
....ko da dapat die...y u always asking me...dont u love him??plz love him...u can get ur happiness if u still wif him...walopon mungkin die xla sehensem aaron aziz..segagah remy ishak...namun die hanyelah die...nape ko xpaham2 a?

INIAZUR..
y u always disturbing my life??my heart very sick!!arghh!!perlu ke ko tnye sume kawan2 kami bout our past luv story?bukankah tu sume akan membuatkan ko rase xsehappy dlu...nape perlu buat camtuh....wlupon syg ak masih ada dlm hati ni....p xmungkin ak akan rampas kebahagiann kamu berdua....ckupla....jangan wat ak macam nie....mulanye ak xingat langsong pasal die...nape nk ingatkan balik.....past is past..he's belong to u larhhh...no matter wat...he's yours not mine..sygla die slagi kau bole syg die...slagi juduh kau ngn die....no need to simpati ngn ak...n jangan la kau mencipta sejuta harapan palsu bersamanya..jnganla kau kecewakan die lagi...ckupla hnye ak...boley kn...

ku doakan kau bahagia disampingnya....walau diriku xbahagia...xseperti kamu...
ku percaya segalanya ada hikmah yang pasti..


luv this song..."...my cyg...."


Kau dan aku ,adalah satu
Tak kira apa
Segala rintihan aku ,engkau selalu ada
Biar kata memisah kita
Biarkan saja
Kerana terbiasa

Mengejar mimpi ,yang pasti akan aku
Sentiasa merasa kehilanganmu
Ku akan tunggu saat bertemu
Tiada henti
Walau dimana kita berdiri
Di dalam dunia ini
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti

Semua tak terang di mataku ,walau warnanya menyala
Ingin merasa namun aku takkan cuba
Biar kata memisah kita
Biarkan saja
Kerana terbiasa

Ooohhh.
Mengejar mimpi ,yang pasti akan aku
Sentiasa merasa kehilanganmu
Ku akan tunggu saat bertemu
Tiada henti
Walau dimana kita berdiri
Di dalam dunia ini

Biar sampai akhirnya nanti
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti
Ooohhh..Oohhh..Ooohhh

..ignore them...best solution....

what to do....xgne 'menyalak' tok org lain lagi....bukan bermakna kalah...malas je nk cemolot ngn org xsebekah cam depa....yg penting ak tawu sape ak..kawan2 ak ade disisi ak...fmily...n seseorang yang sentiasa mendoakan ak walaupon dari jauh..(thanx ayah!!luv u..)....i take it as a challenge...dis is all 'dugaan'...GOD luv me!!rite ayah??.....:(

ak nulis blog bukan tok MAKI orang....luahan saje....n thus for u all noe me dgn lebey rapat ag..xmintak simpati pun...sikit pon xnak....huhu...org akan nilai lain klu xkenal....xkenal maka xcinta....

siyes ak ckap....ak xnak pon laki org...nk wat pe rosakkan rumahtangge org kan....huh..melainkan laki org tue yang gatal...miang....ngeletisss!!pade yang trase....ckup2 la tuh....xyah nk cari silap org....tgok la keadaan u all....
erm..pade laki yang mengharapkan ex ko nk ko balik....jgn harapla....let her go wif her life...wif her happy life..xyah la nk mesej2 kawan ak...tnye2 pasal depa...waste ur money la...n waste our time to read ur msj..org da xnak.... then kitorang xde kne mengena dgn hubungan mahupon masa silam kaww...bunga bukan sekuntum la bro...

jgn la cepat melatahh...kalu awak xsalah...........tamat............

aku xhingin la MOHD YUSUF RAMLI.....u get it?!!!

....erm...nampak gaye mcam nk menyinge...ye la...da org buat kaco...hahah...ak xkan sentuh org yg nyibuk2 nk sentuh ak.....hahha...sebelom nk tgok kesalahan org lain...cari la kesalahan diri sendiri dlu...jgn nk selak kain org plak...sedangkan kain sendiri mangla xcukup...!!hahahahhah....kalu tawu diri tu xlawo..jgn nk ktuk2 org lain...kalu cantek xpe..ni macam jmbatan runtuh jek....huhu...

erm by the way...cian plak name MOHD YUSUF RAMLI tu cam tergantung je kat ats...cian cam kne lelong...lelong...!!meh nk cter....hahah dlu bole la namamu hanya dihati...kau kekasihku...huhu BUT not now bebeh...singgah dlm mimpi pon xnak...xmo2...simpang malaikat 44....huh.....

cian gler2 kat dat name...pinggan xretak..nasi xdingin...sape2 pon xnak ak sejuta kali pon xhingin...hahah dala cari aku...ajak kua...tp syg ak XHINGIN larPAHAMM X??konon la nk wat baik kat ak...poyo lebey...depan aweks macam cibai...huhu pijak semut pon xmati...nk pijak aweks die ag la xmati2...kui3..kuwus kering cam bangkai hidup beshh buat salai bg makan anjing jek....hhahhah......konon nk suh ak wat dadih...kate2 syg kat ak....ingat ak nk ko balik???weyyy...cerminla diri ko tuh,,,,sekali lagi geng sebut XHINGIN LA.....!!!

MOHD YUSUF RAMLI......GET OUT FROM MY HAPPY LIFE...syuhh...syuhh...!!!!!



Thursday, November 5, 2009







cinta xpernah kekal dalam hidupnya...
cinta yang datang pasti akan pergi slamenyer.....

im happy for u....

erm...seronok tguk org bahagia.....bilakah kebahagian itu akan sampai kat ak nie...mencari sinar kehidupan pun payah...apetah ag kebahagiaan dalam diri ini....

suke tguk balkis happy ngn love story die ngn en.firdaus abas...seem nothing bad happen to them...all is happy sokmo lahh!!.....sound like ak jeles...tapi nape kte perlu jeles kan kbahagian org lain...malah suppose kte perlu doakan agar kebahagiaan dorg kekal slamenyer...amin...

suke tguk tira happy...ngn keksih hatinyer.....mungkin hnye admire sumone...tp itu cukup membuatkan tira hppy!!huhu all da best tira...

suke tguk fana rahim happy....die xde pakwe...p still have org yg die syg..n tguk die hapy je...xde masalh...wlopon fyp die menimbun2..but she's always hapyy!!

suke tguk bibi happy...nita happy..cik mon happy...nape ak xhepy?? mayb thats not the rite tyme kut...but..i want it....walopon sekejap....plz...ni la ak...nk mleleh jek ble wat blog...adekah ak dilahirkan untuk tidak bahagia?y??

mungkin org tguk ak happy je...without any poblems but my heart so da xtahan ag..why all happen to me?
erm....neway saya sangat happy untuk kebahagiaan org lain...:(

lagaknyer macam rimau yg garrangg ingin mnerkam musuhnya...

unintended....

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

kau bukan milikku.....

Kau bukan milikku, dah ku tahu segalanya…

Namun hati ini dah terukir namamu…

Mana mungkin aku mampu hapuskan

Ukiran namamu dihatiku…

Pedihnya sekadar menjadi penyinta bisu,

Lebih pedih bila tahu kau milik seseorang…

Aku tak mampu lakukan apa-apa…

Hatimu tak mungkin dapat kutakluki…

Aku sedar hati aku milikmu….

Tapi hatimu miliknya…

Jangan hantui hidupku lagi dengan

Bayanganmu…kerna hatiku luluh…

Jangan muncul dalam kotak ingatanku…

Walaupun hidupku bakal bergelap tanpa dirimu…

Tapi biarlah…

Daripada aku terus berendam air mata…

Sesuatu yang bukan milikku…

Takkan pernah jadi milikku…

Selamanya…

Maafkan aku kerana terlalu menyayangi insan

Sepertimu…

Maafkan aku kerana terlalu mengimpikan

Dirimu jadi milikku…

Moga kau bahagia bersamanya…

Selamanya…